Yeah. Damn. What a sadistic title. I'm sitting on the floor out the front of my home. A storey building. from here i can see my dogs, i can see out front and out back. Everything looks serene. Why shouldn't it be. Being a simple male undergoing the medical training, this week is the first i'd had the opportunity of seeing home. Based on the time distribution between here and school,I'lld say that i'm merely a visitor in this place. You see, back there in school, the only problems were how to pass exams, what scores to aim for, how to get laid, why doesn't she like me, when do i call,"shit, its sunday already" , my slip don cast, and other petty things. In reality, its because a few things are going wrong, its hard to see what's going right to begin with. I'm in med school. I mean, how many millions of Nigerians wanted this opportunity? More so, in a private one?! Where they actually admit based on merits rather than federal where you need a ple