TUNDE, and the many fucks he gave.

Tunde has never had a girlfriend. He's never done anything with a girl before. He sees stories,and posts on social media about the benefits of having a girlfriend and tunde wants them. He wants some sexual experience. so he begins to chase women, to attempt anyone he could find. But what tunde doesn't realize is he gave way too many fucks about having a girlfriend. As he chased frantically, he became more and more desperate, because with each passing day it became clearer that he really needed one. and his self esteem began to drop, he fell into depression, anxiety. And he became angry that he was depressed. Creating a vicous cycle.The world became dim. And why? He gave one to many fucks. Tunde failed to realize he gave too many fucks about getting a girlfriend, and he became overwhelmed by the absence of one. He was so intrigued with the advantages and sexual experience on social media, that he failed to see, that it really wasn't all that. If tunde had just realised early, that he really didn't need one, that he could do without one, and that he could still keep his fucks to himself, he would still be happy and productive, which paradoxically would make people more attracted to him. Instead he became a low self esteemed maniac. Falling into depression, anxiety, drug use and poor performance. Paradoxically, tunde reached rock bottom, as predicted single. And he woke up one morning and decided not to give no fucks about sex. Not because he wanted to, but because he gave up. He focused on himself and accepted that he was a sad pathetic loser. He wasn't bothered anymore by what he read or the perfect life his friends pretended to have on social media anymore, because he just didn't care. And in the weeks to follow, tunde drastically regained himself, by accepting who he was, he had become free of burden. He had drank from the taps of self love and it made him strong. Nobody knows if tunde eventually got the cookie. What matters, is that the joy tunde got from keeping all fucks to himself, was enough, to stimulate him for the rest of his life.